ok, for i hav no idea what reason im up at 5 am again. hav astro talk at nus later, im nt sure which is better/worse, going for the astro talk thing or going to suntec for street sales, i suppose going to suntec might be interesting cos its sth new at least. yeah, sorry and good luck, sell as much as possible.

ok, so tons of things hav happened within a few short days, last week first was the national day celebrations were err... i dont noe about what people who were watching it felt, but having to do all the powerpoint slides and all that was a complete nightmare... nvm, its the first time, next year will hopefully be better. then at night, beijing olympics opening, the front as damn good, just havent watched the back part after the marching in cos i fell asleep, shall watch it later. 

next day went for national day parade itself. obviously its no where as good as the beijing olympics, but its nt that bad. black knights are cool! now i am absolutely going to learn how to fly and hopefully when i get to ns i will be able to fly stuff as well, i dont care about how dangerous it might look, i will learn it. damn, its so cool, all the aero acrobatics are crazy. then all the usual stuff before the actual thing itself. the performances this year were nt that bad. the ssa one was good of course. then, lots and lots of nice fireworks going off non stop, that was nice. yup

err, then spent the next 2 days at home trying to study for history and physics and finish my chinese homework.bleh...

tuesday i cant rmb much happening at least, oh lol, ya, sports nutrition got cancelled cos mr soh got called up for reservist, haha, and he was still teaching 301 earlier that day. haha, 2 weeks in a row the class got cancelled alr, nvm, i think it doesnt really matter, can easily catch up next term, just hav lessons on the weeks that nt supposed to hav. spent the whole night trying to study history and thermo... in the end slept abit too early and ended up waking too early as well. like around 3, then tried to finish choinging thermo first, then in the car reading history from wiki and the notes...

wed was the test itself, history, first was nt that bad, but i think i wont do very well either... about war communism and lenin as a leader and the civil wars, gah... then physics, err was ok save one question which i couldnt get no matter what. stupid nonsense. i think im nt going to do well for either test... imsodead...

then spent the whole night trying to understand bio and study physics. got no where at all even though i was up for the whole night and went to sch the next day without sleeping much, doze off here and there only.

mechanics quiz was easy i guess. its expected to get full marks, but i think im going to screw up the rest of mechanics. then that stupid bio, didnt noe that could put more than one ans, so i was trying to figure out how on earth do u determine the ans until ms fong said the question is stupid and can hav more than one ans cos the qn is lousy... after sch went to run 3 rounds, took 7 mins... im going fail this again next year... then tried to study for chem at night, but i think i stayed up too much alr, slept without studying much.

needless to say i think i competely screwed up the paper yesterday, left like 1 whole qn blank cos i didnt read that thing at all.... and trying to do the bouns qn didnt help either... im going to screw up all this nonsense now....

then normal day, ms sim says that i didnt do as badly as the last time and improved. but thats saying nothing cos i read the qn wrognly and failed the mock test, so i probably still screwed up anyway. cca was slack as usual, tried to help hensel with his cnc game but he just sucks too badly, even when i was in primary sch i wasnt that bad, well shows how long i hav been playing this kind of games. tired to do functions review exercise but its just too distracting, heidi hijacked my com for the most of the time. went to play around with the rc flight simulator. i want to learn how to fly the real thing... after that played around at the fitness corner with zong and tian lu for awhile. tried to run 5 rounds the track, took 14 mins, could hav done better. obviusly... i hav no idea how im going to be able to pass next year, much less get sth like below 12 mins... im trying to kill myself or sth.

sigh, so great, this weekends today is mostly taken up by the astro thing alr. there is still bio assignment which i must finish asap for the test on wed. finish all the maths tutorials for function test on mon, im going to screw that up for sure... mastering physics, chem pre lab, and study for chinese... im going to somehow make myself not sleep for the next 3 days to study for all this nonsense, any side effects of this can be considered later.

AHHHhh... i must get 4.0+ for my cap ... yes, as lousy and pathetic that might sound, i MUST get that... and now NOTHING is more important then getting that.