for some no good apparent reason i am up 5.00 am in the morning, probably cos i didnt sleep properly with the bed still in the sofa mode and whatever. 

still left with this shit load of homework, need to start focusing, never going to reach my target at this rate, and i MUST reach the target.

alot of weird/interesting/stupid/retarded/whatever, things have happened since my last entry. some good, some bad, some which cannot be judged yet. but mostly bad, cos of all the stupid/idiotic/so-stupid-that-i-dont-want-to-mention-it-stupid kind of thing that i do, to myself and to other people and stuff that just happens. yes, i am trying to convince myself that whatever it is, its still better than last time, but obviously that is failing.

ok, done with the stupid things. last week, not alot of stuff happen in my class as usual, nothing fun ever happens.

monday cant rmb anything much that happen, thats cos nothing much happened. save for the fact that most of the higher chinese people took their listening for O levels. its broadcast on the radio, interesting... yup and im going to fail mine next year around this time. oh ya and we got that idiot dr cheong guy who is like a kevin look alike or sth. our physics prac now is screwed up cos he turned so slowly... like 150 and only raised the temperature by 0.5 degrees most other classes had like below 100 degrees and what, and now our percentage error for the specific heat capacity is like 700% off. great. 

ok for PE, run again 2 rounds only, do all the stations... i am going to do quite well for everything except 2.4, and just cos of that im going to fail AGAIN. great... other than that not much. ok, i swear i will do sth about this problem, i'll train or sth from after the beach run until next year.

wednesday, nothing much except chapteh, which is stupid, my class is supposed to have won, dunno where is the prize, they built some kind of thing which looked like a "snitch" cos its just a tennis ball with 2 feathers on each side... other than that the rest of the thing was screwed up, oh ya and tricia apparently cut herself somehow and ended up with stiches and didnt come the next day. 

thurs, got a epic 2.5 hour break, for bio ms fong didnt come cos shes sick or sth, so ms koh came in, collected the homework, told us to read chapter 14 for homework and let us off... right! so i have nothing to do and i decide to photocopy the rest of the text book that i noe i will need but havent covered yet, still might need somemore next time. thanks adeline.

then we try to get to SEC for the meeting with the joe guy, get off a newton, managed to get adeline to tag along, took the bus, overshot by one stop, ended up walking around and taking a really long time. in the end ended really late, the SEC place is kinda weird and cool like some kind of old colonial house. so in the end my dad had to wait a really long time for us to come out with tons of stuff, thats why he had to come in the first place. we were late for dinner, which was at Laguna country club, some kind of all u can eat thing, we ended up ordering all kind of cool stuff, like plates and plates of sashimi, and anything u can think of, cool, ate until i was very very very full. 

for friday, mrs soong gave us a bottle of lemonade concentrate stuff for chem lesson, to see diffusion (right... how long will it take?) and for some stupid reason they went to shake it up by the end of chinese class on that day itself, less than 1.5 hours later, so much for self control. so we go over to 303 who just finish thier chem lesson, and we happily swap with them, cool, now they have the shaken up one and we still have one that is not, they should thank us for helping them to get a shook one. then for YFC, did abosolutly nothing cos i finished my plane alr, so i just got my computer and started playing. mr soh decided to let us off early so i went to the com lab and started laming around there talking to people and stopping the journalism people from doing their work, and its confirmed i'll be working with shoun and YQ on err. Uniquely List Coloring on Some Multipartite Graphs with mr Chia.... right. then before astro ran about 8 rounds the track. ok i am so confirmed going to fail this year. astro did nothing uly gave a talk about some ufo thing which was absolute crap. then stayed back with the seniors to discuss about the future of astro club and what we should do. until very late, almost 9.30 i think im getting into the committee soon or as good as. go back, try to stay awake, and fall asleep.

ok i have been typing this for 1 hr alr. need to get to sch soon. shall type the rest hopefully later today, im going die... too much work.

with any luck, i wont think/do anything stupid today, my mind is of course in a complete mess but hopefully i wont do anything.