dont feel like sleeping tonight, actaully its the morning already. sigh... ok i havent been feeling like updating this place recently.
nothing better to do now.
ok, so monday, chemistry was the usual, overly hyperactive teacher, interesting but nevertheless still not to difficult lesson. mrs soong is like the best chem teacher we got now. then eng, i think mr lim is getting pissed with our class, as in he's tone is really starting to get scary. i should really not screw around too much with the next english class. uber long break, studying maths, YQ and annabeth are really serious, at first i thought that it was a joke, but seeing from the way things are going, maybe not. anyway, maths revision for once was ok. spent the whole of maths class actually really revising for maths test for once. then rushed for maths test. its actually not too bad. was quite ok. but i think im still not going to get too high for it. and i think those foreign students are going to top the class again even though they were SLEEPING during maths class when everybody else, even daryl was trying to study for once, was studying....
ok, after maths test went for whats supposed to be the sli dance prac with wei jin, so we found out that psl were doing a different dance, actually its the last 7 bars for the same song. whereas i am the first nea that bothered to turn up for rehearsals. so after some awkward stuff, i end up in couple dance, i still have no idea what's happening, but i hope i can do the hip hop part as well, looks quite nice. especially the last part, bloody... wei jin better be wrong about who he thinks i am going to dance with. sigh...
tuesday, mai lao shi didnt come to sch today just like yesterday, so ho kok kiat came in and gave us some work to do, in the end ended up copying liang jun's and ruben's answers. thankgoodness for that as well, havent studied for the stupid ting xie, i think i should be able to pass this time if i study tmr or sth. maths, went on with log. i am starting to not understand the stuff again, but i think i got the foundations so it should be ok, just need to do alot of revision later on. break went to try out basketball again after how many years, i think i got some of the feelings for how to play it after so many years, just need to play more again. hopefully we get get basketball for p.e once we finish with chateh, whatever its spelt. physics, got 8, 3 third highest in class, woots. only russell got full marks, and wei jie got 9 marks, almost all the girls failed and i think all the guys passed. and just goes to prove that guys are better than girls at physics. haha. the foreign students are crazy when it comes to maths but i think i can beat them at the sciences.
spent the next 2 hours in the library finishing the geog elective presentation and the best part was that none of the other groups did the presentation. great... anyway, i think the presentation was overall not too bad, except that stupid annabeth sleeping throughout the whole damn thing. then went for physics test, i didnt study one single bit and my cheat sheet was completely empty except for the 4 equations of motion which i still cannot remember. it was so damn damn easy, i think i should be able to get around 35/40. considering that i managed to do the quiz, the test was actually easier. well, no wonder shoun got so high for it last year, if i could have skipped the stupid year 2 physics modules and take mechanics then i wouldnt have gotten such a low cap last year. damnit. sigh... anyway went back earlier with wj, adeline, yu han and mag, instead of zong and the rest cos he hao was playing yu gi oh cards and i couldnt even be bothered to see what was happening except that it was going to take a damn long time. talked alot of nonsense blah and whatever with them on the way back except with yu han which we were obviously talking about macs and other stuff.
i think my class is finally getting better slightly, but there is is alot of divide into groups, most of the guys are ok, but i think the girls need to sort out some stuff amongst themselves either that or its so deep rooted and something from last year and cannot be solved that easily. and there is still alot of divide amongst the guys and the girls, maybe its the way the tables are arranged and how we're sitting. but even 204 was better mixed than what we are now, but then again it wasnt easy nor did it come quickly, i guess this class just needs more time...hopefully....
i am still making almost no progress even with more help or i might be moving backwards, but i didnt have much ground in the first place so there isnt much too lose but still... i think i should either get more courage or just abandon the whole stupid thing. of course, the sensible thing is to just stop with this shit and get on with life, but of course that not the thing i feel like doing, and if i just chuck it then wheres the fun going to come from? the other plan is working like a charm but it might work too well and backfire, but to even reach the stage where it can backfire will be almost impossible and would be a miracle if it ever happens.
ok, its 2 am now i think i should be getting some sleep at least, later is full of nonsense, hoping that the principal dialogue would be good. and i think im going to sleep during research methodology class. its just too damn boring.
i think im using damn too much but thats how i am feeling now so... ....